ARThur ::
Me
Name: Arthur Tan Kwan Tek
Birthday: 08/10/1988
Affliations: AiTong Sch, SJI 204, 422, SAJC 1st intake, CJC T18
Horoscope: Libra

I'm from Taiwan. And Taiwan is NOT part of China.
I didn't retain, but i'm 2 years older than my classmates cos i demoted when i came singapore
I'm turning 20 but i look like 16. zzz.

Favourite phrases:
[smile, even though it doesn't belong to me], [give me a pivot, a pair of drums sticks, and i'll lift this fucking world up], [never frown, because you never know who's in love with your smile], [it's sunny tonight]

Hobbies:
Soccer, badminton, rollerblading, indulging in music, watching tv, pc games, reading, singing, sleeping, eating, being myself.

Pet phrases:
bhx, chao(it's an adjective), ni hao, sia lahz.

Music:
Avril Lavigne, Sixpence none the richer,Marilyn Manson, Norah Jones, Keane, DO AS INFINITY, Orange Range, Maroon 5, Linking Park, Good Charlotte, All american rejects, ellegarden, Fall out boy, Carpenters, MAYDAY!, Jay Chuo, NanQuanMaMa, Power Station, F.I.R, Shi Kang Jun, LeeHom, David Tao, Li Sheng Jie, CHEN QI ZHEN, A-mei, S.H.E, YanZi, Boa.

Celebrities:
MASAMI NAGASAWA, Kuko Takeuchi, Takuya Kimura, Kate Beckinsale, Charlize Theron, Liv Tyler, Amanda Peet, Emma watson, Patty Hou, Lin ChiLing

Movies:
Harry Potter, The matrix series, V for vendetta, Alot like love, Armageddon, STAR WARS, CRYING OUT LOVE IN THE CENTRE OF THE WORLD, BE WITH YOU.

Soccer:
MAN UTD!, ROONEY, Beckham, Cristiano Ronaldo, KAKA, Alan Smith, Real Ferdinand, Ronaldiniho, Henry, Aaron Lennon, Joe Cole, Zidane, Figo, Deco.

Wishlist:
-Appreciate things in life
-Love myself before i love anyone, Be myself before i be there for anyone
-Do well for As
-An overseas trip with all my frens!!!
-To put on some weight n muscles
-To own a dog/cat
-A new laptop of my own
-Ipod touch
-Tickle me Elmo toy
-Nike Dunk High Pro SB Melvins Black(sexy!)
-Soccer balls

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garvan

/ Tuesday, January 31, 2006
we do have depressions. and whenever we think about why life is so unfair, why do i have to be sick, why did she have to leave me...etc, we're actually growing up. it's juz part of our search for our identities. i know it's difficult to pull through. i know. but it will be over, believe me it will.





i do wonder wad i'm doing on this world too. sometimes you're juz feeling empty and all the negative thoughts would start to appear in your mind that's all. if you feel like crying, then cry, cry as loud as you want. but do sweep away your tears afterwards.





i felt like i had a lot of things to say after reading your entry, but suddenly i don't know how to put them into words now. =.=







miss sunshine will always be, whether rainy or sunny.


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8:20 PM

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/ Sunday, January 29, 2006
holy shit i juz received the NS notification letter!!! marn i'm going to army!(if i don't get into a JC for O level)....can you believe i'm a 18-year-old-NS man-to be?....BHX. i don't even feel like i'm 18. i don't look like one, talk like one, behave like one....i've always wanted myself to be more matured, but suddenly, i wish i am still a teenager.




juz read one of my frens' blog, her new year resolution is to be like a kid everyday. don't be troubled/ irriated/angered easily. hmm not bad huh? i shall continue to be a teenager too! continue to splurge my youth and adolescence-----on my studies. haha. yeah that's the way man! 2 points!!!!(6 points ppl go away!)





played blackjackwith the family today. initially i lost like 10 over dollars, but when it was my turn to be the bank, i won $50+ by having a straight win of J+ace twice!!!wahaha shiok man. thanks for tips from jac^^





anyways, happy new year to all!! but remember to save your ang bao money!!






and MANU is gonna be RED tonight!


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5:18 PM

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/ Saturday, January 28, 2006
yesterday was fabulous, had lots of fun....



sequence of events~~




1. jamming after sch


2. going back to aitong school


3. going out with old frens


4. shopping with mom.



ok after school we went "jamming". but most of de ppl there actually didn't know how to play anything, like me. only 3 out of 8 of us knew how to play an instrument. others went there simply to have fun...it was damn loud inside....my ears went a bit deaf after i came out from the room. lol. and i learnt the basic bit of the drums, finally. very nice.



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william singing, samuel playing guitar, blacky bass.




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william with spastic smile




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yeah it was very high inside cos everyone was like juz enjoying de music and the sounds.










after jamming, i went back to my primary sch, ats. met up with aik wee, zhan yuan, ronson, shawn foo, shiyun and rachel. we couldn't find our chinese teacher after a while so we left. preceeded to J8 and had our lunch. we wanted to watched fearless by sneaking in, i tried to buy de tickets for them but failed. because i needed 7 ICs in order to buy 7 tickets....so strict one. i not stupid too was sold out....so we decided to go some other places.




went to grassroots club at yiochukang. we played bowling, daytona, and pool. yeah really had a fun time with my frens. but i really think that we should have a specific destination to go next time, like ice skating at jurong, blading at east coast, or sentosa these kinda places. ok lah next time i organise then will be better.~"~ on the way home shawn foo and i was damn bored, so we did sth super lame....




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yeah we started kissing=.=




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then it went more aggressive.....




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ah damn embarassing.....





LOL THIS IS SUPER LAME!! ok lah for those who "can't see the picture", we didn't really kiss lah, juz overlapped our face so it looks like kissing.....bu hao xiao right...






after dinner, i went shopping with my mom and brother. on the way to heeren, i saw this car in initial D!! i think it's production is limited right? so cool!! it was juz at the car park beside cine.



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it was about 9 o'clock alady, so most of the shops were closing ,but there were still a lot of ppl there. thus, we didn't buy many things, but i spotted a few things which i would wanna buy. i saw this really nice jacket, sth like those which male singers would wear....i dno how to describe it lah....but i realise that it's actually not very practical. although it looks nice and fashionable, but i won't be wearing it often. i don't have the occasion to wear it....so i didn't buy.we'll be shopping again today at wisma. i think they sell lots of nice clothes.





ok that's about it. happy CNY everyone.


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9:42 AM

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/ Thursday, January 26, 2006
juz some random photos i took when i was bored.




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de dog on my calander







i was waiting for but this morning but 190 took like 20 mintues to come. i was damn bored and saw this twins...juz thought that it was quite cute so i took a photo...



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a pair of RGS twins i saw this morning...haha they got same bag, same shoes, same hair style, same face..everything is de same...lol



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a bit blur cos de bus was moving.





yeah then i was LATE this mornin cos de bloody 190 took 20 mintues to come. i tried to hide at ESSO there, but de prefects came and find me...so no choice must serve detaintion....




tml is CNY celebration!! was planning to go back to ats but i don't think there's many ppl going back....then i see no purpose in this anymore. so any ideas of wad to o tml?....freak i don wanna stay home and STUDY or go out with my family and their aged society...so if anyone got outing please call me along...i wanna watch fearless, but it's NC 16~ "~


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5:39 PM

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/ Tuesday, January 24, 2006
had history test today, studied for it so was quite confident. but i think i write too slow alady so didn't include everything i studied. hope at least can pass!




some ppl are born smart, they don't have to sudy much in order to get good results. i envy them, but i do not want to become that type of ppl. i'm not that kind of ppl anyway, i need to study a lot and keep practising until the last moment of the exam. well, there's a way for everyone.




my mom and brother came to singapore today to celebrate CNY with us .(it's holidays at taiwan now). my dad's also coming in a few days time. finally have chance for my family to be together again. it's the whole purpose of a reunion dinner isn't it? youngsters nowadays have lost their awareness on local customes. many of us do not know the real meaning to festivals, some only know that they get ang bao on CNY, eat rice dumplings on dragon boat festival, eat mooncakes on mid-autum festival without knowing all the historys behind them. to some, CNY only=ang bao. haiz so sad.even i have lost some of the convenance which was supposed to be done.






have been feeling that i'm not handling my relationships well. although i don't have conflict with my family, we didn't have much interaction either. i have a few circles of frens, but i can't even handle them considering that i don't really have lots of frens. my circles of frens are each independent, they do not even intersect or overlap. and i'm having problems with almost every circle. in my sch alone i have a few "cliques" and each of them usually don't like others. it's so difficult for me to handle them. especially some who has been ignoring me. i think i know the reason why, but i really have no intention to do anything harmful to any of us. forgive me please....like my the other fren said, sometimes the stressful part about sch is frens, not studies....now i believe that alady. well about love...although it shouldn't even be part of my relationships now, i'm also having problems with it . damn i can't handle myself.



anyways, i'll try to focus on studies. zhen write me if you're free please.


was reading some letters which my frens wrote me last time. felt a stirring of emotions. it's complicated. some of them are even not my friends anymore. it juz saddens me when i see how good frens we were,and now we're like strangers. if i show this letter to that person, maybe that person would be touched too? i dno.think back about primary sch now, it was really fun man. purely fun. without any relationship porblems, family problems, study problems, no worries. everyone is so innocent and kind. now the innocence is hard to find. listening to micheal buble's home made me felt a sense of nostalgia.



but i like the feeling.




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5:39 PM

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/ Monday, January 23, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAROLANNE~~





ok i shall keep this short and sweet.




let's blog about saturday first. went ECP to cycle with debbie, audrey, clare and jac. (uh why am i the only guy? =.=) fortunately noone fell down, so the whole journey was considered quite peaceful until debbie and clare saw a flasher. according to debbie, she saw some black think below that man, she thought it was his swim wear. but only after a while did you realise that it was his pubic hair=.= zzz then saw saw his THAT THING and she thought that it was ERECTED when it's actually not...on the way back i saw him too, but he was below my eye level so i could only see his face. i shouted flasher and ask him to wear his clothes, but obviously he was deaf...






after that went to tampines mall to watch memories of a geisha. it was nice, but not really my taste so ok lah....favourite character inside is that little gal who acted as the young chiyo. her acting was very natural but impressive.




ok at night went to debbie's house and BBQ...rather fun. everyone was lik crowding around the fire but only 2 ppl is actually BBQing...it started raining half way but fortunately got shelter so we could move inside. after BBQ we watched a horror show called "the descent".....clare and audrey were screaming like siao. clare kept using the boster to cover her eyes haha so cute. and i realise sth....bryane was quite scared too...he kept using his hand to cover his eyes...but still kept his cool....hahaha. then some other guys were screaming for the sack of screaming...after that played taboo and truth or dare. yeah fun. but some secrets were exposed =.= in the end i went home at 11 plus. gonna scolded by ah gong...





sunday. studied in the morning .afternoon went to wheelock place to repair WG's ipod mini with him. but the apple centre nv open when their website said that they do open on sundays!!!damn. so we went to lido and study together. WG didn't even know how to use his bloody ipod...i taught him lots of things....then we went walking around in far east cos WG wanted to buy a watch and i need to buy a new belt too. there were so many ppl lol. so crowded.



in the end went home at 5 plus and studied all the way till 12.(ok lah not all the time) then i went downstairs to watch manu match versus liverpool. most of de ppl there were malays and indians. liverpool had many chances but they didn't have luck. manu scored in the 91 minute...DAMN NICE!!!!!!i went almost crazy man...haha.ok that about it. need to study for history test tml. take care everyone.


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3:23 PM

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/ Friday, January 20, 2006
Kiss Me

sixpence none the richer




Lyrics:Matt Slocum Music:Matt Slocum




Kiss me, out of the bearded barley



Nightly, beside the green, green grass



Swing, swing, swing the spinning step



You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress






Oh, kiss me



beneath the milky twilight



Lead me



out on the moonlit floor




Lift your open hand



Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance



Silver moon's sparkling, so kiss me






Kiss me down by the broken tree house



Swing me upon its hanging tire



Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat



We'll take the trail marked on your father's map





Oh, kiss me



beneath the milky twilight



Lead me out on the moonlit floor



Lift your open hand



Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance



Silver moon's sparkling, so kiss me








So kiss me



So kiss me


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10:12 PM

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juz watched "the island"... i think it's really a good movie.




"the island" is talking about a group of clones who do not know their real identities and actually believe that they are "human-beings". they lived in a quarantined building to prevent from the outside world which was supposed to be heavily polluted. all the ppl inside believed that they were survivors from the pollution and were living there innocently. there were lotteries every week to choose one person who gets to go to "the island" , the only remaining clear and unpolluted land on earth. however, all these were illusions. all these ppl are actually products of their owners who wanted a replica of them in order to have a longer life when their organs fail. when there's a need of any body part replacements, their clones inside the centre would so called to have won the lottery and have the chance to leave that place. in actual they would be sent to some medical lab where their organs would be eviscerated for use.




i think that the story line was really good, although it shows some tendency of copying from the matrix. "the island" pur more emphasis on the way clones feel and think, without knowing that they are clones. i also had thoughts like this since i was young. i used to think that i was some experiment which God had put me into this world to see how i react to problems and everything.




anyways, i really liked the movie. if you have a chance, watch it.


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9:45 PM

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/ Tuesday, January 17, 2006
WE ROCKED!!!!



our class won the sec 4 inter-class touch rugby champion!!!!!!!



we had inter-class touch rugby today. at first everything went smooth, but it started raining at about 4 pm. that time we were in the middle of a match and it was damn shiok man. it's damn shiok to play rugby on the field when it's raining. cos you can like slide around , get dirty and all. maybe it's te masculine in us which was driving us high. it's juz cool man.





after about 45 mintues, the rain stopped and our game continued. our class was alady in the winners' pool and we were playing the semi finals. randall made a damn nice pass to me and i scored! yeah man! then the ending score was 1-0. so we won with my touch down.



then it was the finals. we were playing again 434 which was a very strong class in rugby. they've got 3 ruggers: mark v, matthais and ian. we thought we were gonna lose. fortunately, matthias got a red card in his previous match so he could not play for this match. although one of their strong players were down, we were still very worried. the match was very exciting. it was a fast-pace game and we were like switching sides here and there. there were times where they were juz in front of our scoring line, but we managed to defend their skillful attacks.





we were holding the ball for a time, tiong chew ran across the field to attrack their players' attention. most of them followed him, causing the other side of the field to be empty. then tiong chew made a sudden pass back, he passed our the ball very quickly. sam took the ball and chiong forward, i was right behind him. there were like 2 defenders in front of him and i thought he was juz going to run into them blindly. but, he passed. i got the ball, and sprinted all i can. there were 2 persons juz behind me, one of them is a tracker, he ran damn fast man. i thought he was going to touch me alady cos it felt like he was juz right behind me.so i dashed straight to the scoring line and score a touch down with sliding. cool yeah. yeah then the whistle went off after a while. yeah we won with 1-0!!!! and i scored the two most important touch downs!!!can't believe that.that was superb.




yeah cos sth brought me good luck. i was wearing the number 9 bibs when i played the last 2 matches, and i scored for both. yeah man i love number 9!!!! it has been my lucky number since primary 2.....999999999999999999999


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8:04 PM

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/ Sunday, January 15, 2006
i added some photos. please scrow down and see~~~


target for today, study for 6 hours!





不作你的朋友
S.H.E




作詞:葛大為 作曲:建忠 編曲:林邁可 RAP:建忠



慢慢失憶 所有和你的事情必須忘記


愛的盆地 深怕再一滴眼淚就會決堤


我也不想被你肯定 在這個時候 說我讓你感動過





#別握住我的手 說我一定會懂 


作不成的愛人變成最好朋友 


別牽著我的手 想著別人臉孔 


換個方式牽手並不會更好過 


可不可以不作你的朋友






慢慢心痛 沒有人發現我和從前不同


你的眼中 看得見另一個人給的感動


我也不要你心疼我 在這個時候 對我比從前溫柔






repeat #應該放晴的天氣 還下雨 


別這樣下去我難過 但是說不出口




(rap) 一直逃避 我以為閉上眼睛就能忘記   


我的記憶 開始在雨天的七月二十三   


慢慢經過 我們一起繞過的十字街口   


怎麼走都走不到盡頭


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12:42 PM

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/ Saturday, January 14, 2006
damn. i dno if anyone is reading my blog but still i'll blog. maybe juz to use it as a means to vent my pressure , anger and depressions.



this week has been bad. BAD. so many crappy things happened. longs post, prepare you snacks and boster.




firstly the Mr chen incident, and there was a continuation to that. on friday, when we were having the practical for this week, many ppl didn't bring the practical assignment book again(it was another book). but this time he didn't say anything but juz continued the lesson. not say i wanna sabotage my classmates, but isn't it unfair that you punished ppl last week but not this week? do we have to live with your mood? when you have PMS, you punish ppl. when you'reGAY, you don't punish ppl. he's so irrational.




secondly, i dno why my classmates have been so dao recently. like don even talk to each other and me. maybe i'm a bastard?zzz.



thirdly, the superband audition. yeah william is my partner, we formed some kinda duo. the competition is on saturday 9am at the youth park. as you know competitions like this last time (singapore idol...etc.) lots of ppl went for the audition and they had to Q up like days before it actually started. so, we decided to go youth park and see the situation first on friday night. we went there, and THERE WASN'T A SINGLE PERSON THERE except the competition personnels. so we went "home" yeah i stayed at williams house cos his mom said that it will be more convenient for us on the next day. we practised a lot at night, and william's mom was the "judge" (with the experience of an ex-choir singer). made lots of changes to our singing and all until it's almost perfect. we sang 謝霆鋒 's 舊傷口 and 胡彥斌 's waiting for you. then we tried some clothes for the audition. william have lots and lots of really nice clothes. as you can see, the way he dress is damn stylish one. none of any singaporean can do that i tell you.



slept at 1, woke up at 6, reached youth park at 7. and guess wad? THERE WASN'T A SINGLE PERSON THERE except the competition personnels, AGAIN!!!!! we were like te first in the Q, and i still can't believe that..i was rather disappointed cos wad's the point of competing if you don't have an opponent? fortunately, ppl started coming after 8. some artist from channel U came and interviewed us as in why were we the first to come and blah blah blah. zzz. after much delay, the audition started only at almost 10 am. we were the first to sing and our register number was 1288...wad a nice number( but it obviously didn't bring good luck~).go buy 4D...=.=


took some photos while we were waiting...



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me stoning...



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william and me



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william acting cute...i acting cool..



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nice pose


don call me a poser or whatsoever please. because i don't usually waer like that.




we sang, and i think we sang well, almost perfect. the first judge said :" i think that you two are not focusing enough because your visions aren't stable. and you didn't make eye contact with the judge"...like huh, do you wan me to stare at one guy when singing? second judge:" i think that you two are not having any cooperation and connections. two of you are like singing on your own, instead of a group" hmm, we did cooperate wad. each of us sang a verse of the song, then we sang one verse together in the end. like wad do you expect us to do? look each others in the eye and sing? eww we're not some couples singing love songs you know. i forgot wad the third judge said alady. i think he said sth like "go home and practise harder". yeah that's it, we're OUT. i dno wad to say, but i really think we sang well, william's mom said so too, but maybe she's juz consoling us? zzz. and we paid $20 for the compeititon, for nth! bloody hell. yeah maybe god wan us to study properly and stop thinking of all these shit, that's why we failed. yup i think i will follow His wills.




next, interclass soccer. by the time the audition finished and we reached sch, it was almost 12. rei told me that we're in the losers' pool, and i was quite surprised cos i thought we would be one of the tops in the level. there was only one match left , so i could only play one match. it was quite fun afterall lah. tiongchew scored and we were doing the 422 celecration " the triple jump=.=" haha damn funny. the whole match was damn fun. our keeper bairong dribbled from our goal post to the other side of the field and almost scored!...haha




after soccer tournament we went to j8 for lunch. some chinese teacher called me about the chinese new year celebration thingy(ok this is another story). last week, she asked if i'm interested in joinging them to perform a cny song on the celebration. she said that she's got ppl who might be interested to join, so she's juz asking me if i am.i told her maybe. yeah so juz now she called me , said that they're having the rehersal now and asked me to join them. i was in a bad mood, not in the mood to sing. so i told her that i don't wanna participate in that thingy anymore. then she attitude me! she said wad i agreed to join and now i'm going against my words. i told her that i alady said that i probably would join only. in the end i told her that if she's really short of ppl desperately, i could go over and help. then she said:" arthur, although i don't know you but i know you now! so you're a person like this. THANKS!" then she hung up!! i was like =.= wdh...i was at the bottom of my mood and even a teacher is showing me attitude. freak, i'm going insane.




now i've still got tonnes of tuition homework for monday. marn. gonna work the whole day on sunday again.



oh yeah and i forgot to blog about wad happened that night.


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7:33 PM

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/ Thursday, January 12, 2006
must blog about this incidence which happened in sch.



last week we had chem practical but the teacher Mr Chen nv told us about it, so no one brught the practical assignment book. he didn't mention anything after the pactical, too. then on wednesday when we had chemistry lessons, he asked everyone to hand up our practical assignment to him. we were like HUH? he didn't even ask us to bring the book. but still a handful of ppl brought. those who nv bring the book(which is like 3 quarters of the class) had to stand behind the class for the whole lesson. wad was even more unreasonable was that, he asked all of us to stay back until 5:30 for remedial.....wdf man. most of us had training and all those stuffs. but he didn't accept any of those reasons. irwin had badminton training until 6:30 at tampanis so he asked if he could come on another day. Mr Chen said NO and he will wait for him to come back after his training....like wdh?PMS ah?




i had trials for sec 1 badminton players so couldn't attend the "remedial". By the time i finished at four, there wasn't anymore ppl in the classroom. i tried to call him in the office but no one picked up. so i went home. the next day morning he said that those who nv go for the "remedial" would get a pink form.....like wdh again..i got a valid reason lo. he's really unreasonable.



wait wait de climax haven't come yet. i went with rei to pass up the practial assignment to him today during recess. he counted and ask why me and a few others didn't hand up. i said: "i didn't come"(as in i didn't go for the remedial). then he said sth which surprised me :" you didn't come? ok then pass the work to me tml"(he interpreted as i didn't go to sch)....both rei and i were like giggling cos i was damn lucky and escaped the punishment....thank god.


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10:59 PM

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/ Wednesday, January 11, 2006
went to town on tuesday to buy birthday presents for friends. met up with jacinta and have lunch. aiyo...kids nowadays ah...getting more and mroe matured. i can't even differenciate between sec 2,3 and 4....yeah i'm almost 18 this year and still look like 15! marn.



then went to sam's house to "tuition him chinese" at the same time try out his new drum set. it's damn cool man. but the skins of bass and high tom were our of stock, so he could only use wire mash skin first. they sound like shit man, de sound damn funny. everything else except that two is ok. i wanna learn drums man!


freak and now i g0t hell a lot of homework to finish before next monday's tuition. must mug like siao alady man.it has been raining non stop since last friday! let's pray that it wun rain on saturday the interclass soccer game. must make a sunny doll to pray for good weather.


yeah that's about it, i'm damn tired. had badminton trails for sec 1s today. didn't really find any talented ppl. this year's sec 4 is screwed up man. not much hope for good results this year's B div.haiz.



let's be really special friends


penned.
9:44 PM

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普通朋友 陶吉吉


等待 我隨時隨地在等待 

做你感情上的依賴

我沒有任何的疑問 這是愛

我猜 你早就想要說明白 

我覺得自己好失敗

從天堂掉落到深淵 多無奈

我願意改變 (what can I do)

重新再來一遍 (just give me a chance)

我無法只是普通朋友 

感情已那么深 叫我怎么能放手

但你說 I only wanna be your friend 做個朋友

我在你心中只是 just a friend 不是情人

我感激你對我這樣的坦白 

但我給你的愛暫時收不回來

So I 不能只是 be your friend 

I just can't be your friend no,no,no,

我不能只是做你的朋友 不能只是做普通朋友


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9:32 PM

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/ Sunday, January 08, 2006
to zhen:


after i read my entries lately, i realised that it really look like i'm having holidays...enjoying life huh...=.= yeah miss you.




studied for almost whole day today. studied history, maths and chem. oh marn history is killing me. now even maths is killing me. the applications of differenciation is so difficult! surprisingly, chemistry, one of my worst subjects, turned out to be ok. redox reaction isn't that difficult...



think i'll go heeren tml and get my new sch shoes, this pair now is screwed up, can't even run with it cos there's like no cushion at the base...tml morning first two periods will be HCL. freak got to do be-weekly test....nowadays the higher chinese syllabus changed, and it became so heavy duty to do the exams. we've got 2 comprehension to do. oh marn. but nvm i can sleep after finishing the paper!! =.=( ah zhen don wack me~)




yeah i think that's about it. go study a bit more now so that i wun feel SO guilty when i'm watching manu match later=.=...


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10:38 PM

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/ Saturday, January 07, 2006
heard Lindsay Lohan's "confessions of a broken heart" on mtv a few days ago. didn't really like find it special or whatsoever. but somehow the tune juz went on and on in my mind repeatedly.....it's like "telling to father~~telling to father~~~" kept repeating man...yeah then i downloaded it. not bad afterall.




the weather over this week has been rather unpredictable. it rains and suns without any signs. and it rains and suns again. you can even see the sun when it's raining at times. wanted to play soccer this afternoon. the weather looked sunny when i went to take a nap, but an hour later when i woke up, it was raining like hell. zzz. spoiled my mood.



too bad i could only stay at home and watch the movies i downloaded. i downloaded harry porter, the island, a chinese tall story and unleashed. watched harry porter. there's like so much things missing compared to the book. felt rather disappointed. but i'll be good if you watch the movie first then read the book.




finally open my wardrobe and took out some good stuffs which i have been keeping for very long. stuffs i brought from taiwan. haha got drinks, biscuits, and INSTANT NOODLES. yeah taiwan produce really good stuffs. drank the Lipton Milk Tea which i didn't bare to drink, and it taste heavenly!!!OMG. freak i realise i got this bad habit. i keep the things i really like and don't bare to use/eat/watch them. like these food. and initial D....i still haven't watch it now. the korean drama "summer scent" i took like half a year to finish the whole set of vcd cos i didn't bare to finish it....lolzz


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7:25 PM

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H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y Z H E N!!!





sorry i was rather busy yesterday so didn't call you~had training until 6 plus then rushed home to do tuition homework and stuffs...hope your life in england is okay.


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1:13 PM

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/ Friday, January 06, 2006
wanted to blog, but sth happened and i was feeling weird.



sth lame happened today morning.took 167 to orchard as usual this morning. i pressed the bell before the bus reach the bus stop. but the driver nv open de door for me when the bus reached there. i pressed again, de uncle still dao me. the saw the " bus stopping" light was on so it couldn't be the bell was spoiled. i was like quite pissed...i waved my hand and said:" uncle~~i'm alighting here~~~" i bet he's like deaf plus blind lah he dao me again. rei was at the busstop laughing like siao cos he saw everything. the bus juz drove away and i alighted at the next bus stop to change to 190....like SIA LAHZZ wad's the uncle's prob. i wanna lodge a complaint against him!!!




oh yeah our badminton coach left sch and the new coach was from CHINA!!!!!!!!!!!BLOODY HELL!!! i want to quit badminton alady. he sucks to he core, his training is like for those recreational ppl one lo. he could only speak chinese and noone understand wad he was saying except me....half way training i pon tang and went to play soccer (HAHAs). yeah i came back after one hour or so and he din realise it....shiok man.



yeah that's about it. i promise i'm gonna study for my history this year.




you and him look heavenly^^


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9:57 PM

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/ Thursday, January 05, 2006
I did lots of things today after sch.



oh yeah should talk about sth which happened today. we were playing soccer after sch. me,rei,sam,bairong and some other classmates were in one team. we were playing again some sec 2 short pants so we were not serious and everyone was very slack. rei was like walking around with his hands in the pockets. then we played until 4-4, the last goal. the sec 2s said that the score was 5-4 and we lost alady. but it was 4-4! then someone from sec 2 were bumbling sth like "wan to fight is it..." and pushed samuel(i think so?...) then the crazy white polar bear grabbed him like he was gonna punch him but actually he was juz trying to scare him. the sec 2s were like damn scared then say "don fight don fight~~~" zzz...damn funny...




yeah then went coro to but some new uniforms and stationaries. ate at macs and i think the new rice burger is DAMN nice. i ate the chicken one in taiwan before and ate it again juz now. it's super tastey lahzzz. the rice is very "Q" and there's mushroom inside. the chicken is like crispy and juicy....but it's 4 bugs for juz a burger...so ex. but it's really "quality in every mouthful"




there was this guy who studied in SJI during sec 1 but transferred to ACSI during sec 2 till now i think. he was in the badminton team so i knew him. his name is marcus ong. my fren told me that he saw some album with his name on it. i din believe until i today. i wentto sambawang and guess wad i saw? it's a chinese album called magical journey...by marcus ong...din believe my eyes man...zzz...

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Image hosted by Photobucket.com his big face....=.=



like he's only 16? and i din know that he can sing...and he drew his lower eye lids black...eee so fisgusting. he look like a kid who's trying to act cool...eee. and he's not handsome=.= dno how he became a SINGER one...



then went to popular to buy some books. but they don sell the elective geog book "transforming landscape blah blah"... so now i have to try and get it some where else...zzz.



afterwards i walked to taka. wanted to lengthen the strip of my watch so i went to the casio store and ask the woman there. she was a young lady like about 25 years old? i told her that i wanna lengthen the watch. she gave me a hack care look and said " can you go to the casio shop at wisma? i have a customer now" then i was like wad? can't i wait here? i juz stood some where there and wait for the customer to leave ( which was like 30 seconds later). i walked up to her and repeated wad i want. she nodded her head and gave me that F ed up look again. i passed my watch and the box which contains the accessories and the worranty card. she opened the box and THREW the accessories onto the table and started fixed for me. after she finished, she juz gave the watch back to me and din even put everything back to the box and return to me. in the end i was the one keep everything...like WTF. aren't i your customer?....are you having PMS or wad...zzz.



the last stop, heeren. i wanted to buy a new pair of shoes because the pair i'm wearing now sucks. the base is damn hard no cushion one. went to converse and saw a pair of nice shoes but realised i din have enough money....it's $59.90...freak must save money again....


penned.
5:37 PM

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/ Wednesday, January 04, 2006
my favourite song in jay chou's latest album.







作詞:宋健彰(彈頭) 作曲:周杰倫 編曲:鍾興民

烏雲在我們心裡擱下一塊陰影

我聆聽沉寂已久的心情

清晰透明 就像美麗的風景

總在回憶裡才看的清



被傷透的心能不能夠繼續愛我

我用力牽起沒溫度的雙手

過往溫柔已經被時間上鎖

只剩揮散不去的難過



緩緩飄落的楓葉像思念

我點燃燭火溫暖歲末的秋天

極光掠奪天邊

北風掠過想妳的容顏

我把愛燒成了落葉

卻換不回熟悉的那張臉



緩緩飄落的楓葉像思念

為何挽回要趕在冬天來之前

愛妳穿越時間 兩行來自秋末的眼�
讓愛滲透了地面

我要的只是妳在我身邊



被傷透的心能不能夠繼續愛我

我用力牽起沒溫度的雙手

過往溫柔 已經被時間上鎖

只剩揮散不去的難過



在山腰間飄逸的紅雨 隨著北風凋零

我輕輕搖曳風鈴 想喚醒被遺棄的愛情

雪花已鋪滿了地 深怕窗外楓葉已結成冰



緩緩飄落的楓葉像思念

我點燃燭火溫暖歲末的秋天

極光掠奪天邊 北風掠過想妳的容顏

我把愛燒成了落葉 卻換不回熟悉的那張臉



緩緩飄落的楓葉像思念

為何挽回要趕在冬天來之前

愛妳穿越時間 兩行來自秋末的眼�
讓愛滲透了地面 我要的只是妳在我身邊


penned.
11:22 PM

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/ Monday, January 02, 2006
I CUT BALD



yeah went to cut hair today. cut damn damn short like NS man. i wanted to cut sth like edison chen's hairstyle, but that barber go and cut until like shit. now the top part is like FLAT and it looks damn funny.




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haiz. nvm. my hair grow very fast one. one week can grow longer alady, then it wun be so funny anymore. i think tml i go sch everyone will laugh like siao man....haha even myself find it funny...


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10:19 PM

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/ Sunday, January 01, 2006
you don't like a person only because he/she looks good


you don't love a person only because he/she loves you


you don't get into a relationship only for the sack of getting into a relationship


you don't have a gal/boy friend only because your friend has one


you don't hold hands only because you think that that's wad you must do when yu're in a relationship


you don't kiss only because you saw on tv that couples must kiss


you don't have sex because you think that that represent love


the media has really affect us too much, i believe. we midunderstand the original meaning of LOVE. it's supposed to be primitive, instinctive and natural. not because something that someone did that made you think that you ARE supposed to do it. it's the feeling that matters, not the images in your mind.



love ins't about sex, age, appearance, religion, nationality, distance or time. it's juz...love




yeah LOVE



but now even i myself is confused



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11:05 PM

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it's 1/1/2006 3:30pm now. and i juz woke up.




dec 31. the last day of 2005. was really fun. went out with amanda,jenard and ronson at orchard.we were planning to go coffee club to "drink coffe and talk" but that place was full. so we end up at nydc outside heeren. opened the menu and realised that the food there isn't cheap....although i was quite hungry, i order only a glass of peach elephant(it's some kinda drink...i dno how to spell it?...) i was really starving so smuggled some Old Chnag Kee food there, fortuntaely they din chase us out...the sky looked quite dark and juz started pour down heavily. yeah we were watching ppl running in the rain as if we were some sadist...met zhan yuan and his "friend" afterwards.haha both so shy...then we walked around at heeren and ps.




some how without aike wee and shiyun these two talkaive classmates the outing seemed more boring. and carolanne's always busy.zzz...




it was like 6 plus alady and i was supposed to meet EFOF ppl. they were late, so i played drums and waited for them. there were like really a lot of ppl at ps and i waited quite long until my turn. met ruben irwin bairong and tiong chew at paradise while they were playing pool. zzz..i'm not so good at it. sam joined us after his movie. wanted to play lan at the new lan shop at cine...ut it was like SO FLOODED cos got some dota competition there.


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tiong chew eating ice kachang..


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shawn foo looking cool



then it was the count down.we were some where outside wisma and ppl were spraying each other like siao. i bought 5 cans of spray for $10 then randall was like "stupid ah buy that thing for wad" then i opened a can of spray and sprayed straight into his face and said" for THIS!!" ....hahas then i gave them the sprays and we started spraying each other.....haha it was really fun....after all the crazy stuffs, we walked to sam's house and it took like 1 hour plus...sai lahz my legs were aching cos i have been walking for one whole day. took some photos on the way


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randall the black giant at the background

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me,tiong chew,sam,bai and ruben

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tiong chew with his abs



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best pic of the day!!(i took it..of course...)


heww i felt much better after taking a bath at sam's house. ruben was playing bass and as usual he's damn pro. sam played like shit.

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we ate supper there had fun talking cock. we ate like instant noodles(i cooked), chocolate ice cream with the chinese character (hei) printed on it which sam brough from US, some pizza cooked int eh mircrowave and some biscuits. played xbox throughout the night. played halo2, winning 11 and NBA 2005. then suddenly realised that the sky was becoming brighter.happy times always passes very fast. only then did we actually felt sleepy. yeah it's time to go home. i reached home at about 8 in the morning and slept till now.zzz....still very sleepy but must wake up and do tuition homework...




happy new year everyone.


penned.
5:07 PM

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i think that last week was really fun. we out with frens and had a lot of fun. i shall blog about friday first.




freak i think i got short term memory lost...i can't exactly remember all the things we did in chronological orders....no wonder i failed my history >.<" i try my best lah ok, with some help from others' blogs. met debbie, audrey,amanda,kenneth and matthew at summerset for lunch at cine. ate sushi buffet. but everyone ate so little and i was the only one ordering food....i think that they din even ate things which worth $16.90....waste money sia. don choose the buffet if you don have a big appetite. afterwards clare, jacinta and one of her friends came and join us. i couldn't remember that gal's name but clare claimed that she's her older sister. then i was like huh because she looked like malay, clare looked chinese and jacinta look like eurasion....=.= (which i found out afterwards that she's not clare's older sis...) watched the family stone together. hmm i think it was normal lah. wasn't really funny and the plot was crap. don't really like watching this kinda movie in the cinema cos it feels the same as you're watching DVDs.(unlike watching action movies in the cinema). played some mind games after that, it always come useful when there's nth to do. then we played air hockey at the arcade. i'm too pro...whoever partners me wins. we went down to the groud floor after the movie and disturbed some guy who was smoking to take photo for us. he had to use like 3 different camera to take for us...haha. oh yeah kenneth's magics are quite cool huh. but he juz can't get his cards off his hands... Image hosted by Photobucket.com




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4:38 PM

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